I am speechless. I don't know how to describe the feelings I feel. I feel like I'm getting ambushed by a flock of birds and they're pecking me.
I notice these things; I'm not stupid. This is ridiculous. I feel invisible.
Today is my friend's last day in Sacramento before he leaves to San Francisco. We hung out tonight and just talked. It was nice. I won't be seeing him for a long time >:/ I'm definitely going to miss him; especially his sense of humor. Who will tell me stupid jokes when I'm venting to them about these stupid issues I am having and try and make me happy? Who will hold me together when I'm pouring out?
Inexpressible.
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