Self Conscious

Self Conscious: excessively aware of being observed by others; conscious of oneself or one's own being (dictionary.com).

So apparently I have man hands. I feel so self conscious now. I don't ever want to go out. Ugh! I might as well turn lesbian and be a butch lesbian! Goodbye fellas! Hello ladies! I don't ever want to hold any ones hands ever again! Like omg! I am so serious. You have no idea. Like my self esteem went down the drain! I will no longer have a social life. All I worked for just went down the drain! Every time I look down at my hands; all I will ever think is that they are "man hands." I just want everyone to leave me alone! Ugh! I think I'm about to cry! T_T

Heartbroken.

Patience

Patience: quiet, steady perseverance; even-tempered care; diligence (dictionary.com).

Patience is a virtue. People have been saying that to me a lot lately. I can't help but be a spoiled brat. Hahaha. I want my car now. But it's whatever now. I know I will eventually get one.

Oh so I am super happy because my mom is taking a 2 month vacation :D And so I get to bond more with her :) We've already planned to go walking or jogging; exercising in the morning :D Cause since my little sisters school is like right there. We're just going to walk there and then go to the park and just exercise and talk :D Yay! I'm excited :)

Beautiful Dirty Rich.

Orientation

Orientation: an introduction, as to guide one in adjusting to new surroundings, employment, activity, or the like (dictionary.com).

Sacramento States Freshman Orientation was boring and a waste of time. And I didn't see any bad ones :( But I met some new people. They gave us Chinese food, but the Chinese food was so fake! So American. Picking classes is stressing. Omg; during the nursing seminar; ohhhh gosh. I felt so overwhelmed. I was so close to changing my major to undeclared. It's damn hard! But whatever; I know I can do it, I'm just lazy. Hahaha.

"Let's drink! Until we can't feel feelings anymore!" -Facebook Quiz

Rocks grow.

Slumping

Slumping: to decline or deteriorate, as health, business, quality, or efficiency (dictionary.com).

I think my mom is starting to notice that I am slumping a lot. I haven't really been in the mood to do anything. She can tell that I am pretty damn sad and so ajfsd;fjdf. So she said that we should go on a family trip soon. But I don't know where I want to go. The beach sounds nice though. A day or weekend at Santa Cruz Beach Boardwalk and San Jose would be fantastic.

Today I went to the animal shelter with Maggie and Liem; it was pretty interesting. I saw a lot of cute dogs :) But it smelled funky :/ Then we went to the mall and bought stuff. I got this super cute cardigan and these sandals I have been longing for. They look so sexy on my feet :D

My Sexy Sandals :D

My Cute Cardigan :D

I didn't even sleep until 4:30ish 5 o'clock and then woke up at 7:30ish cause my little sisters came into my room to say bye before they left to school. Usually I fall right back to sleep; but not this time for some reason :( I must sleep early today before I look all dead tomorrow for orientation. Like it even matters though, besides my ID Picture. Hahaha.

Tired of trying.

Ignore

Ignore: to refrain from noticing or recognizing (dictionary.com).

I'm going to ignore certain people for a while.

I am seriously sick of almost everyone. Volleyball feels like it gets gayer every time we play. Too much people; meaning less time to have fun or even play. I don't think I will be attending the sports activities for a while. I'm just annoyed and tired. Ehhhh. It's not like I would miss anything anyway.

I miss San Jose. Maybe I should go there for a week or a weekend. I need a break. I should spend time with my friends and family there anyway. And I miss my dad a lot too. So I can just stay with him or something. Father and daughter bonding time. He's coming this weekend :D I haven't seen him in like 2 or 3 weeks. It's been a while.

Maybe I should go to Seattle in August; take some time off and visit my uncle? I should talk to my mom about that tomorrow. Seattle would be fun? I hope. Hahaha.

Cause I really don't give a fuck!

Break time.

Searching

Searching: to make a thorough examination of; look over carefully in order to find something; explore (dictionary.com).

I only got 2 hours of sleep. I woke up tired and cranky and not in the mood for anything.

My dad didn't come this weekend; he's working :(

Searching for the right car ended as another disappointment. I am seriously tired of car shopping. To be honest; I got tired of it after last Monday. I might as well quit at life right now. I've been defeated. Oh the fuck well. Being in the mood I am right now is not great. I am pissy and moody. I am so angry, frustrated, and so upset I can't even talk or at least I mean I don't want to speak to anybody at all.

This is the beginning of my hardcore hermiting. That's when I just ignore everyone. Don't call me; I won't pick up. Don't AIM me; I won't respond back. Leave voice mails and maybe I'll get back to you. This hardcore hermiting will probably last a week or so. Until I feel like coming out. The only way to see me or talk to me is that you'll just have to come over to my house because I refuse to go out. I am actually even skipping sports activities.

Warning: If you decide to come over; I just want to let you know that I might not talk to you. We might just sit there in front of the TV and make sure to bring my favorite ice cream (pistachio nut or mocha almond fudge). It soothes the pain I feel.

Sorry everyone; the hermiting club has got me whipped.

Okay; now that I got out all my frustration; I may have over exaggerated just a little bit :/

Goodbye.

Picnic

Picnic: an excursion or outing in which the participants carry food with them and share a meal in the open air (dictionary.com).

As much as I wanted to hermit today; I did not because we had a family picnic today :) We went to Shasta Park; I think. I don't remember what it was called; it's a very cute place. A lot of open grass area. They even had this awesome mister; but I was so not in the mood to get misted on or wet at all. I was a little cranky cause I was still tired from last night or morning; whatever. It was also extremely hot.

I have not straightened my hair or blow dried for like a week until today; I usually just put it up in a bun and clipped it. Hahah; I've been lazy. But today I wanted to look nice for my family so I blow dried and straightened my hair and as I was doing so, I almost ironed my ear; well, I kind of did; it burned. But anyway, my hair is getting so long! It's about time! And omg; I love my Chi :) I remember when I first got it; I was like :DDDDD Yay! My Chi is my best friend. Hahaha.

Meet my best friend.

Back to talking about the picnic; I get side tracked XD It was really nice. It was hot at first but then it got cooler and I just laid there for a few minutes watching clouds pass by and I was wearing sun glasses. My grandma; Mama Suzie even called me "Miss Hollywood" cause I was just kind of ehhhh with shades on. Hahaha.

Spending time with family is so much fun. I was just laying and talking with my little sisters and OMG! I guess they were being losers on Google and decided to look up my name and freaken they found my blog! Hahaha. They were like, I was reading it and it was so interesting; it was like reading a book. OMG! As soon as I got home I blocked this site from their account so they can't read it anymore! Hahaha. Damn kids...

Mama Suzie brought a few of her friends to the picnic and one of her friends thought I was a freshman in high school; and I was like, nooo; I'm an incoming freshman to college. Hahaha. He was all, but you still look like a little baby. I bet it was my height :/

We had some pretty interesting talks. We talked about prostitutes, politics, work, jobs, the economy, and a bunch of other weird stuff. I don't know how the prostitutes thing came up though. Mama Suzie's friend played the guitar and omg; it was so beautiful and soothing. It was like the cutest picnic ever cause it was just bonding time, nice weather, food, and guitar. Lovely.

The kids and Mama Suzie played Mother May I. She made them do the most ridiculous things. She made them do funny faces and make noise and hop and walk weirdly at once. She made my little sister walk and make weird Native American noise. I was like LMFAO!

My cousin came late and when she came we just walked around the park and I guess this park has an alarm to when they kick you out. It was so weird. It was like the police was about to come or something. It happened once and then we ignored it and were like okay whatever. So I decided to go on this super cute spring rider and I was scared I couldn't fit it; but I did. I even had more room. As I got in the alarm went off again and I was like O___O Am I in trouble? Lol. The freaken surveillance was telling people to leave so then I got off; it was fun. Hahaha.

Cool air and soothing guitar music.

Interesting

Interesting: engaging or exciting and holding the attention or curiosity (dictionary.com).

So yesterday was my hermit day and it was pretty damn interesting (I'm still going to hermit!). I woke up at 1 in the afternoon and went on the computer; got annoyed and bored of that so I decided to go watch some TV. There was nothing really on except Law and Order: Criminal Intent; I watched that; got annoyed and bored of TV. So I went back on the computer and got annoyed and bored of it again so I decided to re read The Secret. I went to page 9 and stopped cause I didn't feel like reading anymore so I just listen to my iPod and hid from society.

I blasted the ear phones and it started to get too loud for my so I turned it down and OMG! I got my first phone call of the day like at 8pm from CK! She was like, "Hey hermit!" Lol! So, she came over with her brother and sister and Brendan. How nice of them to come see me while I am in hermit mode :D We just basically sat there, talked, and watched The Food Network. There was ice cream on! Omg; it loook soooo delicious. Out of no where Paul calls me and said "Let's go get ice cream!" So we get ice cream. Come back to my house. Call CK to come over again.

This time I am hermiting with Rouel, Paul, and CK. We just kind of sit there in front of the TV and talk; have some deep talk; heart to hearts. We played Jenga. We had consequences for the loser. After Jenga we played dare. Now that's when everything got interesting... Hahaha.

Those lunatics didn't leave my house until like 5:40am ishh.

Family picnic today :D

I never...

Bonding

Bonding: the formation of a close human relationship, as between friends (dictionary.com).

Today was a great bonding day. I went to eat sushi at Fuji's with Tiffany, Kimber, and Vina. I thought the sushi was okay; but I like my sushi hot and deep fried cause I am a fatty :D OMG! Today I tried raw red tuna! Omg! I did not like it; but I ate it cause Tiffany told me to try it. Hahaha. It was a tiny piece; like a dime or even smaller.

After Fuji's we went to Red Berry for some froyo! Omg I love froyo :D We went there and called Kumar to come cause we missed him and Vina called Takony. We all just sat there and ate our froyo and had random conversations like always.

Something funny about Fuji's: Tiffany wanted some white sauce; and like some bitch took the last one and so she had to wait. Finally she got her white sauce and tell me why her white sauce looked like jizz!? Yes, I said jizz; and Vina ate it! Omg Vina ate jizz... Lol!

I ate sushi with a fork, like always! Ha!

After that we went to Maggie's house to see how she was doing. She is fine! She just like to over exaggerate; but I am sure she is in pain. That's why she should take some vicodin and just get high. Hahaha.

I liked all the deep heart to heart conversations we have. I am going to miss everyone when we all separate and go to college. Jerri is so cute; I am seriously going to miss her. She was telling me about how her orientation for UC Davis went and she said she talked about us a lot with her roommate; good things of course. Word vomit. Lol.

The reasons for me not to IM or call people first is because I don't think people want to talk to me. Even though I know when people talk to me; we seem to always have those never ending conversations. But I don't like to take initiatives. I just don't like to do anything. Kingston knows what I mean, we're both on the same boat. And it's not that we're stuck up or anything. That's just how we are. Hahaha. Awww, today Jerri said she likes talking to me on the phone and in general :D Omg she is so sweet. She's so sweet she gives me cavities. Hehehe ;)

Ugh! I keep losing my train of thought.

We had heart to hearts and I don't mean to ignore people or leave people out. You know usually when I plan things I invite pretty much everyone. But some people like to hang out with a small group. It's just people like to bond differently because with a large group of people you just fool around and when you are with a small group you can talk about serious stuff.

Maggie, I like how you tried to put me into a guilt trip today. I still love you. If you continue to guilt trip me; I'll tell mom not to make you any Pho! Yeah, I said it! Only Adrienne will come! In yo face! Adrienne will be the new daughter! :P

Wow, I told myself I wouldn't go out for so long today; but I ended up at Maggie's house forever. Hahah. But tomorrow; I am serious. I am going to be hermiting! Who wants to come and hermit with me at my house cause I don't want to go out!

I can't think right now; too many distractions. I'm like talking to 8 people on AIM! It just keeps blinking... Hmmm, midnight snack sounds good right now.

I feel like my thoughts are everywhere. Stupid RC is being hecka slow and not connecting. How irritating! Blogging takes so much thought and I just lost most of it. I had things to vent about and now they are gone; just disappeared from my mind. OMG! Maybe I'll remember later.

Akon- Against The Grain.

Midnight

Midnight: the middle of the night; twelve o'clock at night (dictionary.com).

I went to the Midnight showing for Harry Potter with the Jimmys. We left like at 10pm. We get there and we go get our tickets and then we go to the front of the line and walk to the end and as we were walking... I swear that line was never ending! It wrapped around the entire theatre! What the heck, crazyyyy. I blame the Jimmys for wanting to go at 10pm, but Jimmy saw Oliver's sister and then we cut them; Lol. As we were waiting, Me and Oliver saw this little girl and she was like a lunatic or something; she was just acting weird and I think she was like, talking to herself. Weird.

We finally get to closer to the door and OMG! The line was still wrapped around the theatre; and I thought we were like in the back.

Yay! We get in and so we can go into whatever theatre we want and like, we went into 3 or 4 different auditoriums just to get good seats. Hahah. We all couldn't sit next to each other, but I sat next to Oliver and the Jimmys sat together.

I wanted an icy but omg the lines were ridiculous! So I was like, whatever! The movie starts; blah blah blah. There was this guy sitting next to me and it was soo annoying cause he kept biting his nails; that's so gross and I can hear it. Freaken weirdo! And there was this couple sitting in front of me and Oliver who kept kissing; omg get a freaken room! There was this one point during the movie where I see in the corner of my eye; Oliver's head is down. I look over and he fell asleep! Hahaha! So I give him a little nudge.

I thought the movie was okay; a lot of people liked it, but maybe it was because I was tired and I didn't pay attention or something and that movie was like, 2 hours and 30 minutes long! Maybe I was too excited? I don't know, but I am going to watch it again :D

Okay, now that I think about it, I was pretty damn cranky last night. Harry Potter was not just okay, it was good. Lol.

The hype.

Water Balloon

Water Balloon: a balloon filled with water (chrissanary.com).

I went to CK's house at 1 and we went swimming for a while because we wanted to work on our tan. And seriously, we are GBD! Golden Brown and Delicious. That is sexy! After swimming, we prepared for the water balloon fight. We made like, over 150 water balloons? Wow, was my back burning or what? At least I have a nice tanned back. Lol!

We got to the park and we waited for people to show up... We started the fight and it was chaos! Liem hit me with a stupid water balloon on my back and it hurt! It hurt a lot! I felt like crying. Hahaha! And Tyler dumped a bucket of water on me! Omg, meeann! This water fight was pretty damn hurtful, but fun. Hahah. Oh yeah! And Luke wore a red speedo. I was looking at him and all of a sudden he pulled down his shorts and I was like, O__O. Ohmygosh! My eyes are scarred. It was disturbing... But Luke is a brave person to wear speedos in a public park. Hahaha.

After things ended, I went to visit Maggie with Liem. She got surgery on her mouth; wisdom teeth. And then I went home to shower cause I felt all nasty from swimming and the water balloon fight. And plus, I had to get ready to look good to watch Harry Potter :D I am sooo excited for the midnight showing :D

Ohhh the excitement.

Car

Car: an automobile (dictionary.com).

Today Me and my Mom went car shopping. I already knew I was going to leave the car shop car less because first of all, my Mom's friend's husband gave the the wrong directions to the place. We got lost like 2 times! It was soooooo annoying and on top of that; it's hot even with the AC on! Both Me and my Mom were getting so annoyed and hot, we blasted the AC as high as it can go; to the max! We finally got there and as we were looking at cars; I did not like any; or the ones I liked happened to be salvaged. Both my Mom and I knew not to get a salvaged car cause really, that's stupid and when I heard the word salvaged I turned my back and walked away; no thanks. When looking for a car, the word salvaged is a major turn off!

Car shopping was a total fail; I left unhappy and sad :( My Mom was telling me we can go to other places to go look for a car. She knew that I was unhappy because I had "that look" on my face and I wasn't talking; it was the sad face. I guess this weekend when my Dad comes we're going to go car shopping again.

Yeah I know I'm acting like a spoiled brat and a bitch or whatever (call me whatever you want), but I don't care. Because I told myself I would not settle anymore. Like seriously I settled for college. I really did not want to go to CSUS! Everyone knows that; everyone knew that I wanted to go to SFSU; my heart was seriously broken and to this day, my heart is still broken. I know what I want and I will get it. I will get a car that I want because I will not settle for anything less.

Omg! I am so glad blogspot saves drafts after every few minutes cause I don't know what happened but I guess I clicked back and I almost thought I lost everything I wrote! Phew! That was close. Hahaha.

I'm so :(

Sarcasm

Sarcasm: a cutting, often ironic remark intended to wound (dictionary.com).

Sarcasm is a body's natural defense against stupid. Sorry, but I happen to be one hell of a sarcastic bitch.

I stay up too late. But then again, it's summer. Everything in my head is all scrambled. I don't know...

Things that are going on in my mind:

• I want to throw a sleep over again :D Those are always fun.
• I'm feeling a little indecisive.
• I haven't partied in a long time; ever since "the incident" hahah!
• You're a cock blocker.
• I think I... I'd rather not.
• Don't expect me to talk to you first.
• You can suck it!
• I hate people.
• I just made baby formula for my sister's god son.
• He is so cute.
• 2ne1- Let's Go Party.
• I am going to be a hermit for a while.
• Beautiful Dirty Rich.
• You confuse me, but there's something about you.
• Omg, there is no point; I'm just not even going to go for it anymore.
• Stop! For reals!
• Since I will be home hermiting today, I am going to re read the secret, I need to apply it more to my life. I want it to be stuck in my brain. I am going to make it a habit.
• I need to work out more.
• Omg, he peed on himself... again; babies...
• Stupid mosquito bite on my leg.
• It's so itchy; I'm trying hard not to scratch it.
• I need to learn my way around CSUS.
• Let's go camping!
• We need another one of our awesome socials :D
• Cheese cake; yummmmmm.
• Maybe it is best that...

I've become and insomniac.

Dave

Dave: a married fat dirty old man who thinks he's God's gift to women. He generally hangs out at bars and Starbuck's trying to rekindle his youth, but the reality is women think he's ugly and guys just want to cunt punt him. A bloke who is too fat to do anything when he watches porn! He often dreams of getting this one girl he can't have (urbandictionary.com).

Dave: the most amazing guy ever; freak!! (fromchrissasheart.com).

I am writing this blog about Dave because I told him the next blog entry would be about him. So, I didn't even go to sleep until 5:30am cause I was chatting with Dave on AIM. I was supposed to wake up at noon to get ready cause my mom wanted to have another one of our monthly family "let's go watch a movie" day. I set my alarm to wake me up at noon; and I woke up, turned it off, and fell right back to sleep cause I was soooo tired. AND OMG DAVE! I DIDN'T EVEN WAKE UP UNTIL 2PM! The movie started at 3pm. I had like, less than an hour to get ready cause we were going to leave at 2:45pm and on top of that, I still had to eat cause I just woke up and I was hungry!

We were late to the movie and it was packed in there (we went to go watch Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen). Where did we sit? The 2nd row closest to the freaken screen!!! I was like, ohhh noooo! My head hurts and so do my eyes and even my butt cause that movie was like 2 hours and 30 minutes long. But I liked it :D and I am going to watch it again with Adrienne and Tiffany on Monday :D This time we will get good seats!

CREEP!

Movie Night

Movie Night: where a bunch of friends get together and watch a rented DVD (chrictionary.com).

Yesterday was awesome. We had a movie night at Paul's house. People who were there: Me, Christina Kim, Christina Vang, Jimmy Nguyen, Rouel, Paul, Adam, and Dave. We watched Diaries of the Dead. That movie was kind of ehhh. Hahah. After that we just played Left 4 Dead. It was so much fun because this time I got to play it on live with Tyler Freday! Hahha. Aweessoommmeee.

We played on the thing where who can survive the longest and Me, Tyler and Dave's team record was like, i think 15 minutes? I can't remember, but we did good. They told me to go on the ledge and every time I would try to I would end up falling and they would have to help me up. I finally got on and the game started! Wooot! Towards the end I wanted to get a new gun because I ran out of amo (we already had a good time; all we needed to beat was 10 minutes and we did). So I decide to get it, even though Dave was telling me that if I leave the ledge I would die. And I ended up dying. Hahah. We all did. Lammeee; but fun :)

I'm addicted to playing Restaurant City XD

Claude Kelly- I Hate Love.

Home

Home: an environment offering security and happiness; a place where one lives (dictionary.com).

At last, I am home. I missed being home. On my way home from Fresno, once again I listened to my iPod and it was seriously running out of battery. Surprisingly it lasted me the way there and back. Over 6 hours :) and i didn't even need to recharge. Scoorreeee!

I feel asleep on the way back home and we didn't even get to stay for fireworks; but I don't really care because I am just so happy I am home and not so bored anymore. Hahaha. I live on a court and my neighbors are actually doing firework stuff right now, but I am not in the mood.

Home sweet home.

Strange

Strange: unusual, extraordinary, or curious; odd (dictionary.com).

Today I am in Fresno; where there is nothing to do. Yesterday my mom gave me a choice; stay home or go to Fresno? For some strange reason I decided to go to Fresno. Wrong choice because I am so bored here. I have been on and off the laptop all day. It's a family gathering by the way. Sometimes family gatherings can be fun; but I haven't seen most of these people in years and it just feels weird cause there is really nothing to talk about. So I am being a hermit inside my cousin's room.

I could have gone to Michael's BBQ or I could have even thrown my own little BBQ :/

I was talking to CK yesterday and talking about how I had a choice to stay home and she was like, "I might have to go to my Aunt's house in Natomas" and I was like, "Damn you should try and get out of it." We were both still "IDK WHAT TO DO." So CK calls me today at around noonish and she was like, "Oh I don't have to go to my Aunt's today! Are you at home?" and I was like, "No! I'm in Fresno." Next time my mom offers me to stay home, I will!

I want some ice cream or some froyo right now.

I didn't go to sleep until 2am ish last night and had to wake up at 7am to get ready and leave. I am so cranky! On the way to Fresno I just listen to my iPod the entire way and ignored everyone. We even got lost; wtf?! But eventually found our way. Oh, another bad decision. I was going to bring my iPod charger but for another damn strange reason I did not bring it and it is running out battery because the trip was like freaken 3 hours! Gave me a headache!

Entertainment for a while: Chatting with Maggie Wong!

Bleh.

Conversation

Conversation: the spoken exchange of thoughts, opinions, and feelings; talk (dictionary.com).

Volleyball yesterday was pretty awesome. My team won a few times. I joined the tall people's team for a while because they were short players and let me tell you, they were so much fun :) I helped them win too! Hahaha. After volleyball Me, Adam, and Maggie go to CK's house. I was about to walk through her front door and then all of a sudden I feel like something is missing and Omg! It's my cellular device! So, Me and Adam go back to the park and luckily it was still there on the table. Then once we get back Adam has to leave.

CK made us hamburgers. Delicious. While eating my awesome burger I get a phone call from Rouel. He asked if I wanted to go out and eat In-N-Out with him and Paul. Gosh, they act like I have no life and they can just call me last minute! They seem to do that to me a lot. Like a few days ago Paul called me and asked me if I wanted to go to Red Berry with him and Rouel, but then I was playing volleyball that day.

After eating Tiffany wanted me to sing karaoke with her and so I do so for a while. After that Me and CK just conversed for a while. Then I call Rouel and have him pick me up and then we went to Paul's house to go play Left 4 Dead. We got to the end and the helicopter comes; I'm the first to be in the helicopter so I just stay in there for a while until I see that Paul needs help getting up so I go and help; Bad idea! We all ended up dying and so we had to start that level all over again. New round. I'm freaken dying and Paul tries to heal me and then we get interrupted by those stupid zombies. Long story short, Paul was the only survivor and I was the first to die. Me and the computers suck.

After playing Left 4 Dead, Me, Rouel, and Paul just lounge around. We just talked about stupid stuff and played 10 fingers and tell me why I lost?! It was a conspiracy I tell you. But I didn't go home until 4am because we had conversations that revolved around randomness.

My Uncle is coming into town today from Seattle.

Time flies.

Irritated

Irritated: angered, provoked, or annoyed (dictionary.com).

Let's start off with today's volleyball game or should I say yesterday now that it is 2am. OMG! Liem and Takony are ball hogs! They are way too competitive. Bad trait; sometimes. I can't even describe how irritated I was at the moment. Ugh! I just wanted to leave. They don't need me; jerks. So we are playing volleyball again today and I will bring my game this time! Just as long as no one is ball hogging!

Aside from that. After volleyball Me, Jimmy Le, Jimmy Nguyen, Little Christina, and Adam go to Little Caesars. We get some pizza and have a last minute Movie Night. We call CK and ask her and Maggie if they want to join us. They join. We all meet up at Blockbuster because we are renting movies and ended up with Dawn of the Dead and Gran Torino. We wait for Jimmy Le to come back. We drop off Adam. So all is left to hang out at my house is Me, Maggie, CK, and Jimmy Nguyen. So Maggie calls Takony; the ball hog and I call Rouel. Rouel comes later cause he is at the gym.

So Maggie says I feel spirits in your house and she gets into the damn whole ghost thing with us and I am scared out of my mind! I couldn't even bare to go pee in the bathroom. I made Jimmy wait for me outside of the door. I know, how sad. Hahahah. And then Maggie goes off saying that Takony can see spirits and what not. He tells us scary ass stories. Blah blah blah. I'm scared!

Everyone leaves. I talk to Takony on aim and jerk was like, the whole spirits thing was a joke. He and Maggie are liars! They are LIARS! But I must admit. That was a pretty good joke? Why would they do that to us innocent awesome gorgeous people?!

Dawn of the Dead was an okay movie. We didn't get to watch Gran Torino, but next time we will.

Jimmy Nguyen has tainted my lovely Jimmy Le! Jimmy said weird stuff today. He said "I'm like uhh boss!" and "Foo" and he even said "Nigga!" OMG! What happened?! I need to keep that boy in check now! I miss him, even though I just saw him a few hours ago. He's going to leave me to go to UCSB where all the wild people go and then he will fall into some peer pressure of sex and alcohol and then some chick will get knocked up by him and then he would call me saying he lost his virginity and he got STDs from that skanky whore. I hope that doesn't happen.

Jerks.